As far as sewing goes, I am more or less a two-trick pony, and tend to stick to pieces and silhouettes that I know I like. Sometimes I break out of the mold and try something new, as with last year's Emerald tops or this year's Remys, but mostly I don't.
So I made two more (and have another yard of fabric waiting to be made up...oops). This green one I made for Pentecost yesterday, and it is the most perfect shade of green ever. It was much brighter and more saturated than it looked like on the listing, and I was thrilled when I opened the package.
The Telio is a slightly beefier knit than the green and yellow ones, but less thick than the French terry. It is a nice mid-weight knit with good stretch and recovery. I think I like it even better than Kaufman's Laguna jersey, so that's saying something! I'll admit, much of my sewing since May has been of the stress-sewing variety. My weight has stayed fairly constant for the past year, but I discovered that about half my summer skirts don't fit comfortably around the waist for some reason, and one of them just looks sadder than sad.

I'm struggling a bit with the ecology of my sewing this year, as with so many other things in the house. I recently finished re-reading Slavenka Draculic's How We Survived Communism and Even Laughed and am now re-reading her Cafe Europa book.
Different things stand out to me on this reading, as opposed to my first reading about 15 years ago. I keep thinking about the stuff they saved that most Westerners would throw out or recycle, like jars and cans, plastic bags, etc. It reminded me of the economies when I lived in Russia--if you were lucky enough to find ziploc bags, you never ever threw one away! Some dear friends moved back to the States while I was living in Moscow and I helped them pack. She gave me her partial box of ziploc bags and I thought I'd won the lottery! I still have a hard time knowing how to deal with ziplocs. Sturdy plastic shopping bags with flat plastic handles doubled as handbags--the Marianna brand was particularly popular. I was thrilled to find one at a kiosk for 5 rubles once.
But the same economies also reminded me of my grandmother, who survived the Great Depression and never threw away a bread bag or cottage cheese tub if she could use it for something else. I come from thrifty Dutch stock, but somehow, I have lost touch with some of those things as galloping consumerism has taken over our world. Sometimes I get so tired of the whole hamster wheel--buying and selling, commodification of everything, the whole world one big advertisement. I don't like how my brain feels different.
Some of it is simple convenience. It is a lot of work to keep this household running, and there are some things like frozen diced onions or pre-sliced frozen peppers that just make life easier for me. And I remind myself that using large-scale delivery systems is more ecologically sound than driving all over the place to shop, so there's that. It becomes a kind of economy of scale that works in dense urban settings. I'm trying to think about ways to repurpose things that we usually recycle, like food cans or jars. I've been saving plastic tubs for a few months for various purposes, plus a few other things here and there. Amazon boxes are useful for basement storage, and stack more conveniently than Rubbermaid tubs (although I do have some of those too, from years ago).
I used big yogurt tubs with holes punched in the bottom to start my bareroot strawberries, and used a big empty can from some freeze dried fruit to transplant a dwarf cypress tree from one of the big planters in the garden. The reality is that we are a household of six in a dense urban setting, and while our trash and recycling output is low relative to smaller households, there are things we could do to consume less. I'm still working out how to balance economy of both physical energy and resources against ecology, but I'm often annoyed that I can't do both together. There is a finite amount of labor I can do in a day's time, but the meals and laundry never stop coming. So some things have to be sacrificed.
Anyway, just a yammer about stuff-ism.
In garden news, I moved the strawberry plants outside yesterday. I had two that suddenly withered in the house, after starting strong, so I thought I'd better get the rest outside before I lost the lot. They are in the green boxes in front of the big planters.
A friend gave me a pair of blueberry bushes (so they can self-pollinate), which you can just see on the far right. They are loaded with berries! I'm waiting on a few more food plants to arrive, as well as some berry plant food, as my raspberries are looking a bit peaky. I pinched off all the strawberry flowers while they were in the house, to encourage root and leaf production, but will now let them do their thing and see what we get. I'm hoping they thrive!







I'm so horrified by the amount of disposal going on in this world. Scott and I aim to go through no more than one small (compostable) bag of wet garbage for the green bin and one food store plastic bag of non-recylable garbage (weekly). We tend to have a lot of recycling, IMO, which I don't love either but at some point, you have to use things and I'm not a forest dwelling forager, alas. I imagine when I retire I'll become that much more serious about saving the world - when I'm not so exhausted by the work day that I may be imprudent with plastic. But 4 years ago I stopped buying portable coffee, 99% of the time, because I have a great container that keeps things boiling hot and can go in your work bag without spilling. I'm embarrassed by how many cardboard cups I purchased and threw away. I aim now to bring lunch to work (when one leaves the house for work) to improve nutrition but also to mitigate garbage. It's hard not to see the world as a landfill, at this point. It's something that saddens me tremendously.
ReplyDeleteWe have way more recycling than garbage, but our city is dishonest about how they take care of it (they no longer actually recycle it, but bury or burn it, which is problematic too).
DeleteI also don't feel that great about recycling because I know there are limits to how much useful second life a recycled product can really have. (As with clothing; most of what we donate gets thrown out because there is just too much of it to resell, and the mixed and cheap fibers can't be repurposed easily).
So a lot of what we think of as recycling is still just throwing it away. I basically don't buy coffee out any longer (we got a Nespresso machine in 2019 and I make it at home now, but there are still the pods to deal with) and I am also embarrassed about the number of styrofoam coffee cups I bought and threw away.
The main problem for me is that anything that is "better" for the environment has a cost somewhere else, such as in (my) labor to launder the resuable textiles in place of paper and increased water usage for said cleaning, which is also increasingly endangered. It's a terrible catch-22 and I don't have good answers.
There are a few start ups that offer low-packaging "essentials" but those typically are in quantities for single people or couples for whom 8 oz of Cheerios is a reasonable amount to buy at one time. There is an indoor market about 2 miles from here that one can buy things from bulk bins (mostly Amish sellers, but some other long-time produce, meat, and fish sellers too), but there is quite a bit of labor involved in getting there by public transit, getting the stuff and then getting it home again. I barely stay on top of the groceries with two deliveries or more a week as it is.
My husband keeps trying to get me to use Costco or BJs, but I find those places overwhelming, and also feel like they contribute to the problem in many ways. And I'd have to drive a significant distance to get to one, which also increases my carbon footprint.
Anyway, I'm rambling on. I wish there were better solutions that were reasonable for large numbers of people to adopt.
I totally hear you about how things that improve the environment make your life that much more effortful - and raising 4 kids is effort! You aren't rambling - I think about this all the time! I don't have a car so Costco isn't my reality but I also find big box stores totally overwhelming. I don't know what the answer is, over and above doing the best we can with our individual circumstances. I come from a family that was not eco-conscious but Scott is crazy eco-conscious. So I feel that I'm doing better than I would have done otherwise. But really, I don't think that there is one answer. For everyone who has a vegetable allotment there's another person taking a plane every week. But I am buying far less - even of fabric and yarn - because I don't need more things. I've also decided that I'm going to knit what I want but then I'll give it away. May not be truly eco, but it'll keep me sane and give friends some nice things as gifts.
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